Mother's Day

  

I always wanted to have kids and be a mom.  So, when Rick and I found out that I was pregnant over two years ago, we were very happy and excited.  Things got a little scary toward the end of the pregnancy when I went into preterm labor, but we managed well, and Evan came along.   

Those first three weeks with Evan were probably the hardest three weeks of my life.  Between trying to get him to nurse well, and his personality, it was pretty much Hades.  He was constantly screaming, I was constantly crying---my mom went back after a week with us, and Rick had to go back to work after us only being home for one day, so it was basically me and Evan.  

Eventually, he mellowed out.  And it was a great learning experience.  I am seriously grateful to be a mother.  I am thankful for my own mom also, who has done so much for me.  And I am grateful for my mother-in-law, because she raised my husband, who is an amazing man.

This past Sunday Mother's Day was celebrated.  Last year, Rick was gone with Basic Training, so we didn't do much.  This year, Rick made me breakfast and dinner.  And Evan allowed me to buy myself a bunch of clothes that I wanted as his gift to me.  Rick bought me a new reading lamp, an exercise watch (for timing runs), and he made a jewelry box for me.

Even though those first three weeks were so difficult, I am so grateful for Evan and how much I love him.  He teaches me new things everyday.  I love how curious and quick he is, even if it can be slightly annoying sometimes.  I love his sweet side that rarely comes out now, the side that snuggles and gives kisses and hugs.  I love the way he says 'ma-ma' and 'da-da'.  I love how much he loves to eat, and how he is starting to mimic everything that we do!  I can't believe how big my little one is getting!  He went to nursery all by himself on Sunday, and even though we were in a celebratory mood from it, I am still sad at how fast he is growing up!  He's my favorite little guy, and I am so excited to watch him grow, learn and explore more!